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God is good to her in many many ways.
He blessed her with a bible when she needs it.
He blessed her with an unexpected borders gift voucher.
He always provided for her in many ways, so that she's never really in need.

She learnt that weaning is not easy.
Perhaps, she had weaned too prematurely, prefering milo to milk. Ditching the pacifiers at a very young age. When she had it all, it was easy to let go, but when she grows up, she suddenly realise, she likes to hold on.
She tried to hold on to daddy, but he too was gone.
So were the many others.
The ones whom she made them cry. All gone.

There is a part in her, that whimpers when a voice go, "uh-uh... sorry, you have forfeited your chance and now it's too late."

If I miss a train, I'll be late, I can catch the next one.
If I miss a meal, I will only be hungry, there is always the next meal.
If I miss a chance, I don't know when it will be given to me again, perhaps never.
If I miss you, probably coz I didn't see you, never again.

*Just let me live in the shadow of your beauty. She's used being under your shadow, she doesn't know how to fly.